Guess what's finally here!!!
I have been waiting for this novel since Tijan gave us our very first teaser on her Facebook page last year. I'm pretty sure I've already fallen in love with the characters with just those teasers LOL.
Sustain
by Tijan
Release Date: March 2nd 2015.
Blurb
I had a simple life.
I worked two jobs, made
ends meet, and hung out with my mom and my twin brother. The other part of my life
was about avoiding him, but when SWAT raided my boyfriend’s home, that was the
last straw. The boyfriend got tossed and to help me keep busy, my brother
talked me into joining their old band again, but I had to be honest. It wasn’t
a hard sell. Playing drums was in my blood. I used to be addicted and that
craving hadn’t been satisfied in three long years. The only problem was their
lead singer.
It was him.
The drums might not
have been the only thing I was addicted to. I think I was still addicted to him
too.
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Excerpt one: (Bri's pov)
Luke hit a jarring note on his guitar below, drawing me
from the past and back to reality. Seriously. I’d been ready to take on two
thugs beside a dumpster for my stupid-ass cousin, but this had ice filling my
veins.
I rolled my eyes upward. What was wrong with me?
The melody was addictive. I felt it reach deep inside me
and take root. My breathing wavered as he kept playing. He moved down a chord,
and the sound of it seeped into me, smoothing out the haunted memories. Then he
began singing. His voice was soft and low, but I could hear it as if I were in
the room. He was weaving a spell. It was like he threw a spear that had a rope
attached to it at me from a hundred yards away, and it embedded deep into my
stomach. Then he began pulling on it. I couldn’t fight because it would yank
out my insides, but damn, I didn’t want to go with it. This whole thing with
Luke was both painful and exhilarating at the same time. I had two urges going
through me at once. One was to crap my pants, and the other was to start doing
cartwheels.
I was just messed up, which is why I started down the
stairs. I still had no clue what to say, but I had to do something.
He was hunched over the guitar in his lap with a beer at
his feet. His eyes were closed, and his head hung over the guitar as he hit
another chord, his thumb beating out the base. Since he was only wearing jeans,
I saw some of the scars on his back. A storm of regret, shame, and longing all
swirled inside me. I wanted to go to him, run my hands over those scars, and
make them disappear. I couldn’t, though. We weren’t close anymore.
So many ghosts within you
So many haunts to pull you
away
You look, I reach out and
there’s nothing to do
They take you from me
again, far away
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t
take your hand
He kept singing, and my heart felt like it was splitting
into two, but then he faltered. His eyes opened, and he looked up. He didn’t
stop playing, but he stopped singing.
I felt like he was strumming me. I couldn’t look away from
his gaze. His thumb stopped hitting the bass, and his fingers slowed on the
guitar. “What are you doing here?”
Right. I was pretty sure I was seeing lust in his eyes.
With that thought, a fever took over my blood, heating me up. “I,” my tongue
wet my lips, “um, I’m here to talk about you and me.”
His gaze clouded over, and his eyelids lowered. He bent
his head back over his guitar, but he didn’t start strumming again. “There is
no ‘you and me.’ You’re in the band. That’s it.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat. “Luke,” I started.
“No.” He stood up abruptly, setting his guitar to the
side. He advanced toward me, his eyes were smoldering.
When my back hit the wall, I realized I had nowhere else
to go and could only watch as he closed in on me. A part of me wanted him to
keep getting closer; the other part of me was still thinking about crapping my
pants.
He leaned a hand against the wall beside my head, keeping
a few inches between us. His eyes were hard as he said, “There is no you and
me. That died long ago, remember?”
Excerpt two: (Luke's pov)
I’d been tense from watching Bri on stage, and it hadn’t
lessened as we ran through the woods. If there was another remark about her, I
was ready to swing. I didn’t care how big they were.
Gunn had been watching me. He moved close and said under
his breath, “If it happens, I’ll do it.”
“Why?”
“Because we need your pretty face for the fans.”
I looked up to see if he was serious. He was, but he
relinquished, “Kidding. If you have a busted face, I think Priss would piss her
pants from excitement.”
Braden had overheard him and laughed. “No, shit. That’d be
leaked to the gossip shows in two seconds flat. I swear, she has all the
numbers for the gossip channels on speed dial.”
The football players had gone ahead, but stopped and
waited for us. The third one asked, “What’s going on?”
“Nothing.” I shoved past him. While seeing the road
through the trees, I saw the headlights for Braden’s car at the same time. When
we cleared the trees and headed up the ditch, all of us panned out and walked
in one line for the car.
When we got there, Bri opened her door and leaned against
the car. Her hair was whipping behind her face and one hand was resting on her
hip. She tugged her shirt and then adjusted it back, but it didn’t stick. It
fell down, showing her black bra. Bri was clueless, scowling at us. She was the
picture of fierce and alluring at the same time.
We were greeted with, “What were you guys doing there?”
She took in the whole line of guys before letting her eyes
find mine, making me feel seared. It was the same effect every time. My insides
felt yanked out, but I still wanted to touch her.
I looked away instead.
“We came to see you.” Braden motioned to the guys.
“Are you insane? How was tonight supposed to go down any
other way? You guys are celebrities. You can’t be coming to house parties
anymore.” There was a clipped bark to her voice, but it faded on the last word,
and I glanced over. She sneaked a look at me.
“Yeah, we didn’t think ahead.” Braden threw a hand to the
football guys. “Got some extra room?”
She shook her head. “There is no way this little car can
fit all of you hulks.”
The guys laughed and one mentioned, “We can wait here. A
bunch of our buddies are coming. They can pick us up.”
I should’ve thanked them for saving us from the chaos, and
I heard Gunn and Braden doing exactly that, but I looked back at her. Her hand
was still on her hip, but her shoulders were slumped forward. She was kicking
at some gravel on the road.
The football guys headed farther down the road as Gunn and
Braden got into the car. We were alone now, but there was still an audience.
She wouldn’t look at me anymore. I wanted to turn those
dark eyes to me. I wanted to say something, but I had no idea what. I ended
with, “You’re still really good.”
Her head lifted, and I saw it. There was so much there.
Fear, caution, excitement, warmth, and another expression I couldn’t place. No,
I did. She was still haunted.
“Thank.”
She was mine.
No. She wasn’t.
She had gone to him
that night.
Ah, fucking hell.
“We should probably talk.”
Her eyes opened at my tone, which was rough, and panic
flared across her face for a moment. “Oh. Okay.”
Loved those excerpts? Well, what are you waiting for? Get your copy of Sustain now!
I didn't begin writing until after
undergraduate college. There'd been storylines and characters in my head all my
life, but it came to a boiling point one day and I HAD to get them out of me.
So the computer was booted up and I FINALLY felt it click. Writing is what I
needed to do. After that, I had to teach myself how to write. I can't blame my
teachers for not teaching me all those years in school. It was my fault. I was
one of the students that was wishing I was anywhere but at school! So after
that day, it took me lots of work until I was able to put together something
that resembled a novel. I'm hoping I got it right since someone must be reading
this profile! And I hope you keep enjoying my future stories.
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